Wish

It seems like we're drifting apart.
We don't seem to talk anymore,
And we fight more often when we do.
I feel a bit guilty.
is there more I can do?

You never seem to be happy…
Were you ever happy?
From the time we kissed to this moment right now
Your expression hasn't changed.
I can do nothing more
But I wish I could.

I want to hold you and
you say you'd like that
but then, why is it that you don't like it?
You'd rather spend your time with a screen
Than spend it with me.

It hurts y'know?
When you sit in a chair opposite of me
When there's space next to me.
You can't say it's to look at me
Because you never do.
The screen holds you and
You get annoyed when I pull you away.

Is there a point to this anymore?
We never talk about what you feel.
You still don't let me in.
It's been a year and I know
Close to nothing about you.

I try…I really do.
I try to make myself happy after you,
But you never seem happy.
No matter what I say or do
I'll never see happiness from you.

I promised you I'd stay,
And you know that I will.
I just wish that, once,
I'll see a smile on you.